life post-probation in the bay area

Made peace with some of my things, but still insecure, some self confidence is dropping, I feel lost and stressed out a little but I will manage, even Paranoid feelings are setting in, told a few folks about it, it has been on going for about 7 or 8 months. I hurt sometimes for my past transgressions and shy, sad, insecure feelings tend to set in.

I am making progress in my goals, on speaking terms with bless again somewhat. I also text-ed a few folks about my insecurity to reach out for help.

Anyway class today, and other things to do to plan for my future, and goals. My back pain is getting better after changing Marvin's tire 3 weeks ago on Sunday. I'm likely to sit things out as yadira suggested for the greater good of my living situation even though some of my “friends” don't think its such a good idea. Other of my friends agree with me that sticking things out a while for the greater good, and no more roomates for this individual in the near future. Living alone rocks but for the present moment I must put up with other individuals bullshit.

I made some personal growth in my health and fitness goals as well. Lately im a bit slightly resentful due to TSA & PG not having my letters on time, but patience is required for these professional letters and for my expungement letters now that my probation is over and I have regained my civil libertys and rights I signed away for 2 and half years plus my 12 month jail sentence.

I also am eagerly awaiting a letter as well, for a finance matter and a few other things, we will see what the road ahead lies and where life will take me in Marin or someplace else


Leigh McInnis Gaetjens PO Box 150063 San Rafael, CA 94915-0063 (415) 572-4169 lmgaetjens@gmail.com