BLOG OF LEIGH MCINNIS GAETJENS / McInnis Lee Gaetjens

I feel adrift and torn between two places, I hurt and burned in my soul for a long time. Im not sure if religion would “fix” this hurt. I find some spirtual growth in AA, DA, OA, SLAA. But I feel adrift somewhat when soul searching.

I had a further heartbreak. My friend suggests I find other meetings at the marin alano club, though the 7am is best. Gossip, and hurting doesnt break my spirt. But sometimes I feel the god of my own understanding hurts at times, because of the disrespect of the traditions.

Linked up with a old friend recently.

Leigh McInnis Gaetjens PO Box 150063 San Rafael, CA 94915-0063 (415) 572-4169 lmgaetjens@gmail.com